I'm a Mess

I am a mess. Change is sometimes difficult for me. Although I strive to be flexible, I still am not a huge fan of change...unless it is furniture/paint/decorating but that is another post. I digress...today it really hit me that a huge change is coming in just a few months. Makena will be entering kindergarten and our lives are going to immensely change. She will be at different a school than some of her closest friends and it just break my heart to think that those friendships may change. (Perhaps because I am so close to the moms and I do not want to see those friendships change...) Anyway, a former co-worker once said this to me regarding preschool and the future, "Now is the time when you may choose a different route than your good friends. School is an area where you have to do what is best for Makena and that may not be the same things as what your friends choose for their kids." Ahh...so true..although really all of my friends have choosen the same things thus far. Anyway, for today, I am a mess.